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24 November 2005
I noe I will come to terms to it...
Still in skool though...waitin to for my skool mate to go off to Suntec to check out sum stuff. Meetin @ 6pm. Boring. Though I am not exactly feelin good...but I believe I will come to terms wif e disappointment. Not so soon though. Still learnin to come to terms wif it. I muz not let history repeats itself. In tis way...I will never learnt my lesson. Yet...temptations are so hard to resist. :(

I hav no idea y I am so affected by it. When G told me abt sumting which I hav oredi knew...I got so distracted. I wonder y! Since I oredi noe it liao...y shld it even bother me? ARGH! It is scary to tink how my frens r interlink...then sumhow...it will end up linkin to tat person. I cant help it. I jus tink n tink n tink. I wonder y tat person would appear in our conversation. Issit me or issit jus so fated tat e person would appear in my conversation wif frens who noe abt tat person? I noe it is jus a veri small aspect of my life. Not so impt tat I shld put all my effort into it for e time being. Sumhow...I jus cant focus and I feel tat I got myself into a bottomless pit. A pit which will let me sink deeper n deeper. Will I actually bump into tat someone when I am meetin up wif sum frens? Or will it b such a coincidence tat our frens knew each other n got us out to meet(not knowin we oredi noe each other)?

Tons of qns to b answered. Yet...they r not exactly important. I noe I need to focus more on important stuff. There r more stuff waiting for me to solve and answer. Like studies...I cant concentrate in lect! I hav no idea wat my lecturer is tokin abt...I jus feel like zzz in lect. Physically...I feel shag. Not gettin enoff rest...everydae is a zombie dae. I guess I need to set sum time aside to tink again. Pretty packed tis week...weekends r fully packed wif activities. As for next week...I tink I am pretty free! =X Wahaha...better keep my mouth shut. Scali activites starts poppin out...then I can jolly well enjoy no rest for e week liao.

I tink I shall pen off here...time for me to rest abit n catch sum nap b4 headin to atrium to meet my skool mates to Suntec. See ya!

~ { 4:36 PM }
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