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19 October 2005
Emotional
I jus woke up frm a emotional dream not long ago. I asked myself tis qn jus now...'When will I ever get over it?' E ans is...'Never.' How nice. I hate havin such dreams. Makes me feel emotional n sad e entire dae. Now...as I was packin my stuff. I chance upon a photo. Memories jus came back to me. All kinds of it...many many. So many tat I can write a long essay over here. I dunno y I jus cant jump over it. Tis hurdle is jus too tall...way too tall...much taller than me. I cant even climb over it. Mayb I make a wrong decision abt 1.5yrs ago. E yr is comin to an end again. Lookin ard...hopin to see sumting...searchin ard crowds... Another several months of emotional ride. Sigh. I am suppose to b happy n excited now...cos in jus a few daes time, sumting exciting is goin to happen. Sumhow...I jus cant smile. I am torn apart. Between...seeing or not seeing again.

Skip tis if u dun wanna read some philosophy...:P
I alwaes believe tat in life...sum stuff happens for a reason. E reason behind is alwaes good. But it is never easy to understand e reason behind it. U can onli see e reason after e event is blown over...after u r cool enoff to look @ it again. It oso depends on how u view it. I oso believe tat in life...there is no such thing as dead end. I believe there is alwaes a way...but u might not see @ tat tune. Mayb blind by sum stuff... There will alwaes b guardian angels ard too. Hmmm...of cos, u dun identify them rite away. Cos u cant possibly see e ring above their heads n e pair of wings on their backs! LOL! But I believe tat they will come n help u when e time is rite...stetchin out their hands to pull u up b4 u drop into e endless pit. I personally met one. They may not appear as 'nice' as u hope them to b. Some may come n give u a big big scoldin. @ tat time...u might tink...'ARGH! Tis person is sickening! Totally dun understand me!' E list of curse n swear goes on. But when u step back a step...n went on further to find out e reason behind those scoldings...u may come to realise tat e person is not as bad as wat u tot who he/she is. Hence...I wanna thank e guardian angels who has been ard me to help me. I might hav misunderstood ur intentions. I jus wanna sae 'sorri' n 'thank you'!

Heehee...emotional me blogs one whole lot of funny stuff. Pardon me. Tat happens when I feel emotional. :( Tats all for now...back to my personal blog to update! Long time never update liao! Till then...see ya!

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