Stubborn...
Here to add another entry. Jus realised e lyrics for Mr Lonely is sort of wrong. Haha...tats based on my hearing skills. I cant b bothered to change either. Lazy. Hmm...here is a paragraph to my fren...
Hey! Jus wanna tell ya...I noe u r tryin veri hard to convince me. I can sense it. I dun tink I will change my stand for e time being. Hmm...I am jus a stubborn person. So pai seh. I feel better writting things down...rather than thru Msn or sms. I tink I can express myself better. U wanna me to tell u...I cant do it. Dunno y. I jus hav tis expressing myself prob. Not tat I dun wanna visit ur...or wat, I will do it if time allows. I realli enjoy myself in e time spent wif ur. I am oso in my journey to search for e concrete reason. *headache* I cant explain y I feel so uncomfortable whenever I attend it. How comfortable I feel plays a major part in my life. It is jus a feelin which I myself cant describe or explain. I jus cant pin point y oso. I am sorri I cant explain y to ya. Cos I myself oso dun understand y I feel tat way. Wait till I feel tat I understand more to e many whys...I will explain to u. I promise. Tats all for now. Hope to see ya soon. :) Haiz...I muz b born to write than tok. Tokin is jus not my forte. But my parents dun tink so. Haha...cos they tink I can jus tok n tok for a long long time.Tats onli when I wanna disturb pple. Or I jus wanna rant my messed up tots. How comfortable I feel oso plays a part. So wat abt me tokin to my frens? Sumtimes can...sumtimes cant. Depends on my mood. I prefer to write. I hav more time to process my tots. Put it nicely b4 sendin it out. Heehee... Weird rite? Or u oso prefer writtin than tokin?
Hmmm...many messed up tots for now. But I definately will b back to update u more. Pretty soon...I guess. Haha... Till then, see ya!